Recently I’ve been hesitant when it comes to anal play even though I love the sensation. I’ve come to the realization that my hesitation is the result of the possible mess which might occur with this type of play. I’ve never had any super messy experiences, but I get self-conscious and distracted by worrying about it. So in order to be able to enjoy anal play again, I am trying my first enema tonight. I consider tonight to be a trial run. Wish me luck!