I had the opportunity to meet with my play partner tonight. I suppose we could give him a name. We’ll call him D. Anyway about tonight…OMG 🙂 I’ve never been disappointed after an evening with him, but I can’t even compare tonight to our other play dates! Let me start from the beginning…

The evening started off casual with a little ‘how was your day’ chat. It then progressed to him pushing me down to my knees to suck his cock. Before I knew it, I was stripped of my clothing, blindfolded, and an anal plug was inserted. After pleasing him, he cuffed by wrists and tied my arms to an over the door restraint and my ankles were secured to a spreader bar. I was reasonably restrained in this position and even great efforts provided only slight escape from his strikes. There was some barehanded spanking, flogging, caning (my favorite!), and then through the bottom of my blindfold, I could see the edge of the dragon’s tail. My heart dropped. I absolutely dread the intense sting of the dragon’s tail. Like a good sub, I enjoy suffering through the pain because I know it brings D pleasure. At this point, I was also gagged so my moans and pleas for mercy were quite muffled and seemed to go unnoticed. I did my best to take the painful strikes. Just when I thought I couldn’t possibly take any more, it was all over. D is quite perceptive when it comes to approaching my physical limits. I can’t count the number of times I almost needed my safe word, but then didn’t. It seems he has perfected the skill of filtering out my whiny moans and cries from my true signs of distress.

I’ve drifted off topic a little, so back to what I really wanted to talk about. We discovered a while ago that my favorite toy is the Hitachi magic wand. D is kind enough to incorporate it into our play regularly. Well tonight, we used it a little differently. D ordered me to kneel on the bed with my legs spread enough for the insertion of an attachment which turns the magic wand into a vibrating dildo. I was blindfolded and kneeling over my favorite toy when he placed clamps tightly on my nipples. I think the flogging on my back and ass was first. It seemed harder than usual, but I barely noticed given the distraction of the magic wand. Then the caning started. It was intense up and down my back and all over my ass. The sensations of my favorite toy seemed to override the intense pain. I hardly even squirmed (which is my usual response to harsh strikes). I asked for permission to cum three separate times, but I’m fairly sure I was orgasming (is that a word? spell check doesn’t like it) the entire time. These strikes were some of the hardest and most severe hits I’ve taken in a long time, maybe even ever. The entire time seemed like a state of euphoria. As you know from my other post, I consider myself to be a bit of a painslut but tonight was better than anything I’ve ever imagined. Typically, I prefer hits to my backside instead of my front. After spending time on my back, I heard D walk around the bed so the he was standing in front of me. He touched my breasts and I pieced together that he wanted to cane my breasts. This type of realization usually gets quite the reaction out of me as I wiggle around in an attempt to avoid the pain. This time I was much more submissive as a result of the most wonderful mix of pain and pleasure. I simply moved my arms out of the way so he could do whatever he desired. I didn’t even realize how intense our play was until D told me to turn off the magic wand and lie face down on the bed. As I followed his command, I heard him leave the room. He returned with ice for the quickly growing welts on my backside. Even as I write this two hours after the end of our play session, I still can’t believe how much I enjoyed tonight!

I believe in that moment I would have done absolutely anything D desired. Does this level of submission count as subspace? I’ve never experienced subspace and quite honestly, I wasn’t sure it was possible for me. Maybe I’m in for some new experiences!

This post ended up being a little longer than I intended, even after I left out some pretty important aspects of our play tonight. Sorry! And I hope you can feel the excitement and happiness flowing out of me!