Tag Archive: enema


I’m looking for advice on female ejaculation, AKA squirting. I’ve read different responses from difference sources. Some say every woman has the ability to ejaculate, while others say some women simply cannot. I’ve only squirted twice, and both times were accidents, as if I didn’t know what was happening until after it happened. I’ll try to explain the reasoning behind my recent interest in squirting.

As I’ve said before, I’ve always been more attracted to the physical side of BDSM, rather than the emotional side of it. Recently that has been changing a little for me. I’ve never been interested in humiliation play because I find its effects to be too extreme for me. I’m easily embarrassed and humiliated, especially during play when I feel quite vulnerable. I’ve discovered that the reason I love gags is because some prevent swallowing and I’m so turned on by the embarrassment of drooling. Trust doesn’t come easy for me and I’m a very private person, so I fantasize about acts that give me no choice by to reveal all of me to my partner and result in me trusting him completely. I’ve gotten a little off topic…my real question is does anyone have any experience with good G-spot toys that aid in this process?


If you read my last post, you know that I tried my first enema tonight. I should also point out that I do not have any interest in scat play, aka poop doesn’t turn me on AT ALL. This experience was strictly for cleansing purposes in anticipation of anal play. I don’t know what I was expecting, but this wasn’t it. Don’t worry, I’ll keep the graphic details to myself. After the first one, I felt like I ate a bad bunch of Chinese food.

I’ve read about erotic experiences with enemas and people who are turned on by forced (well semi-forced since you do still have the use of a safeword) retention of enemas. I never saw the attraction with it since I always associated enemas with scat play. I’ll admit I was wrong. No, I don’t think enemas are super hot, but I couldn’t help but fantasize a little. Although my enema experience wasn’t wonderful, the control applied by a Dominant would have made it much more enjoyable. I suppose that’s what makes me a sub 🙂

Recently I’ve been hesitant when it comes to anal play even though I love the sensation. I’ve come to the realization that my hesitation is the result of the possible mess which might occur with this type of play. I’ve never had any super messy experiences, but I get self-conscious and distracted by worrying about it. So in order to be able to enjoy anal play again, I am trying my first enema tonight. I consider tonight to be a trial run. Wish me luck!